#forever aint long
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I recently learned that the guy let himself be choked on purpose for a scene (link here). So, no wonder that same guy wrote Destiel songS. His dedication is unmatched.
After this, I wouldn't even be surprised to learn that he has had a Destiel tattoo on his skin somewhere private this whole time.
#jensen ackles#he is that guy I'm talking about#in case you hadn't guessed#spn 4x16#On the Head of a Pin#this is when the choking scene happened#that man is ... surprising?#no he is insane#and I like that for him#I like that for us too#because he wrote destiel songs#plural#watching over me#forever aint long#return to me#at least#radio company#for sure the first one IS about them#destiel#deancas#there's no denying that#who knows#maybe he does have a destiel tattoo#somewhere hidden#for years#and maybe we'll learn that one day#or maybe I'm the only one who doesn't know that yet#I wouldn't be THAT surprised tbh#I just wonder what type of tattoo it could be#do you guys have some ideas?
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I love my sweet boys that I made up completely in my head
#dimentio#count bleck#super paper mario#spm#these little guys i've named them Count Rose and Pinkie#why pinkie? umm i made him a lil too pink and didnt feel like changing it xd#dimentio would be PISSED to know i've named him fucking. pinkie. of all names i coulda gave him#the whole bleck gang ive made into plants but im not brave enough to draw the rest of them lmao#i had made nastasia into lil blue flowers but i fucked her up so bad i aint wanna show it xd gotta redo her#she prolly hiding behind that rock or smfn#o'chunks was gunna be some random red flower but i figured he'd be one of those big red trees instead#SPENT FOREVER ON THESE BTW#both of them had outlines but i spent so long un-outlining count rose that i didnt feel like doing dimentio lmao#maybe some day dimentio too will get no outline privileges#dey both have hands but was i gunna draw dems? HA. NO#mimi prolly is a flytrap of some kind and mr. l is likely a clover 🍀#i love my lotus and rose boy 🫴❤️#spent like 3 hours figuring out rock textures and eventually settled on something ''''simple''''#dimentio also probably plays with the lil fishies in his pond#lore: timpani started as a flower but then turned into a big ass butterfly. now Count Rose got that big butterfly babe#if you draw any of the little guys i will kiss you a million times#alsoalso dont look too closely at the rocks behind dimentio in the 2nd image i got lazy
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i love your oc haru so much. he;s like if a man & woman had a baby
LMAO thank you for likin my lil guy!! he is my current favorite.
(also accurate)
i have literally over 100 pages of sketches of this guy rn it is dire
#kn8 oc#haru eizaki (oc)#he is SO FUN TO ME so its a blast hearin other people like him#he is a fuckign disaster#also he is kinda. gender. to me#so like#th whole. man and a woman had a baby. is SUPER ACCURATE#n kinda what i was goin for#gember for my ocs. as a treat#(i say as if all of them aint queer in some way shape or form)#anywyas i was like. i have so many doodles i can surely i can complie em#and then this haru zine is now over 100 pages long#and has like#literally eveyrthing in it#one day ill finish compiling it n put it out for like. free#you can have oc lore. as a treat#if you want lMAO#once i am done i will probs be printing a copy. for me. (and my several friends who have joined me in the brainrot pit)#anywyas its enn goes off in the tags again#i will leave it there#I WILL LITERALLY TALK FOREVER ABOUT THIS GUY#IF I COULD#but also like i get shy and think i talk to much#(sorry moss i am doing my best)#anywyas#THATS IT FROM ME
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The fact that there's only one technically kills me
Where are the EiReiDan stories?????
I need to see Dante try and fail to deal with bratty/sassy/whiny/demanding Eiden and Rei.
I need to see Dante's soul get sucked ouut his dick by EiRei.
The end of the event where EiRei teased Dante lingers in the back of my head.
The fact that they will egg the other on when teasing kills me. If Rei starts something Eiden is right there making it worse.
Where are they . . . I need them . . . . . . ( _ _)ノ|
#nu carnival#There are 4 DanRei stories#I'm actually dying#Okay not really#Sometimes I think about when that time Dante Rei and Blade were in town when Dante for looking for something for Sooley#And Eiden came up in the middle of ReiBlade pestering Dante#The moment Dante huffed at Eiden and Eiden as like#OMG I know you aint about to buy that for Sooley#And Rei is like#What is it#So we can laugh at it#Fucking killed me#♪(´▽`)#With how Rei is in bed you know he'll have words for Dante's performance#Now that I think about it#He'll have words for Eiden too#About how long he'd let Dante fuck him but somehow he isn't any better#He'd clown on both of them#Kek#Though I do think Dante has gotten better at fucking#Its just too funny to say he still sucks#dies laughing forever
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PROLOGUE: THE END. DEAD! | PAGES 32 - 37
#mcr#my chemical romance#the black parade#tbpcomic#tpb#gerard way#it took forever#but tumblr is finally updated!#thank you all for sticking with it#i know it's been slow but i aint stopping :)#long post for ts#long post
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We'll see how long it lasts before I get a spinning wheel of doom again...but Oab is right. While the customer isn't always right, if the name of the restaurant explicitly says there isn't an ingredient, you can't make the dish with that exact ingredient. I get what Kluer was going for but...he actually shot himself in the foot.
#look Oab aint never adding that stupid ingredient even if Kao Suay disappeared from his life forever#this love doesn't have long beans#tldhlb
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Erm. Drawing! Yay! Yippe!. Wahoo
Guys I swear I'm drawing pls I'm not on my phone looking at sillie arts or watching youtubes okay? I'm drawing!!!
Swear I'm drawing guys I swear!
#yappercentral#funnie#i am drawing. yes#drawing slow :(#its so ironic because i spent so long perfecting my craft so when i draw i draw FAST! but the thing is.#it takes me forever to START drawing yknow?#its always something aint it? but its okay!#because im drawing and you'll see it!#and you'll like it!#i hold my promises people you'll see the sillie!#it just takes me a bit!#might make an introduction post because i see other people having one so i might as well have my own!#ough! ough!!#yummy!#i love my art!#im so full og whimsy and joy right now! feeling great!
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#today was such a long fucking day and i was made so fucking uncomfortable i literally threatened to walk out of a fucking funeral#i got told im dressed inappropriately just because im perceived as a girl and i was wearing pants#PANTS.#theres no such thing as a funeral dress code that prevents me from wearing pants. people just didnt like it#i got told by two extended family members that i was inappropriate. and later also by my mom#who didnt say anything when they picked me up. it was fine by her at that time but later when others said it wasnt fine? yeah#im so fucking tired man#i know the extended half family doesnt like me ive always been a black sheep but this just. yeah#at a funeral no less#i dont want to see these people ever again im so fucking tired. i dont want to see anyone ever again tbh#just let me sleep forever and rot away please im tired#sorry my headache makes me angry and upset just. its all just so much#im just glad this whole hassle is over and i dont have to think about this anymore. but between all the stress and anxiety and grief#and everything else? yeah this. this aint it fam#im so mentally fucking shot i just want to sleep but my body is still kinda in a fight or flight mode with this and the grief its so hard#and my head hurts. so yeah. i dont fucking know#i just need someone to hold me before i combust#again sorry#night is an absolute mess on main
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Making a bucket list and pinning it so I can add to it over time as I think of more things:
Take the ice water plunge in Antarctica
Sing o flower of Scotland at Murrayfield
See the northern lights from within the artic circle
Learn to sail on a barque
Go on a multi-thousand dollar shopping spree
Swim with a pod of manta rays
Start a giant kelp farm
Play blackjack in Las Vegas
Write a fantasy novel
Get a scuba diving certification
Learn how to make jewelry
Visit the ruins of Pompeii
Swim with a whale shark
Have a tarantula crawl over my face
Ride a train across the rockies
Salsa dance in Cuba
See a kea in the wild
Learn to play the violin
Climb Ruapehu
Go on an ocean liner through rough seas with waves big enough to go over the bow
Go arctic floating in finland
#yes im posting this on tumblr#look i was trying to think of somewhere i could make this list and keep it permanently#i was thinking like a notebook or on my phone or laptop#but those get lost/damaged/destroyed too easily#maybe the cloud#but i dont trust that technology#maybe a poster i could out on a wall#but i move around quite a lot#and i kept going in circles#the nature of my life is that not much at all lasts very long#and then i realised#tumblr#tumblr is literally the only thing that has been consistently in my life for the last 10 years#so yeah#heres my list of life goals#hopefully i finish them in the next 10 years so i aint stuck on this site forever#more goals to come tho im sure ill think of more things as time goes on#so thats why im pinning it
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Giggling and blushing and kicking my feet!! It always feels so GOOD to start fixating on Rex again 🥺💘💘 it feels so natural! Like that's where it's meant to be, you know? And whenever I'm worried that the feeling isn't as strong anymore, literally all I have to do is look at content or rewatch some episodes and it all floods back to me!! That comfortable feeling of KNOWING you're loved, the warmth of being secure with someone and knowing you're protected in their arms, it's always there. Sometimes I just need to be reminded is all.
#jane journals#self insert talk#💙 oh captain my captain 💙#OUGGGHH FEELING SAPPY SORRY#JUST GOTTA GET THIS SHIT OUT THERE#the sw hyperfixation is forever man#i aint never leaving#and im still so happy that rex is my longest standing f/o EVER#like. continuously#i know i shipped w toshi years ago but i fell out of it 👉👈#there's been like. little short bursts where i focus on f/os other than rex#but hes been the BIG husband for so long!! and i hope its forever!#like. i know it sounds silly but all the thought and love ive put into brea and rexs story and relationship#theyre almost SACRED to me#and i feel like thatll never change#anyway lmao ive gotta get my day started somehow#dont wanna just veg out all day like normal
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I cannot fathom how anyone manages to have a decent childhood considering how much our society dismisses, misunderstands, objectifies, and mistreats children. Like, the more I think of my childhood, the more it seems like the world just has this awful disdain for children, unless they can be used as a moral weapon. No one "thinks of the children" unless there's something in it for them. No one ever listened. No one ever cared. They cared if I and the other kids would shut the fuck up, but not if we were actually okay. Our suffering didn't matter as long as we didn't annoy the adults with it. Childhood fucking sucked. Childhood was just an exercise in frustration, humiliation, and dehumanization.
#god im so fucking salty#i was told so many times that id understand some day#and yeah i sure do understand now but it still aint justified#the best part is that if i try to talk to my parents about any of the lingering resentments i get told off#so i havent brought any of it up in over a decade and just sit here silently seething#because even now no one seems to care if children were hurt by their actions and choices#as long as they dont have to be bothered about it#wouldve been nice to have a single adult in my life who actually gave a fuck about me and how i felt#i was having panic attacks daily all through middle school and not one adult ever asked if i was okay or what was wrong#they just wanted me to stop#i was never offered help#i was only ever offered the option to keep my fucking mouth shut#'dont tell people outside the house the sort of nonsense you obviously make up or youll be taken away to a horrible place forever'#christ.#really wish i hadnt missed my therapy appointment last week lmao
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Selina kyle do you see her as a black woman ?
Yes always, 100% if anyone says otherwise they're WRONG
And will be sniped immediately once they've left their homes <3
#will also accept any POC headcanom#as long as people dont call her white CUZ AINT NO DAMN WAAAAY IDC#catwoman#selina kyle#bruce likes woc idcidc#black woman forever snow bunnies never#lmao-- but fr. shes not white -
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Not waiting for a man anymore ive been told too many empty promises im only chasing the dudes that get things done.
#personal vent#call me impatient but after only ever hoping forever#im kinda sick of it#i wanna hold hands#touch them#if it aint about that im not wasting my time anymore#no long distance shit anymore if i aint gonna see you
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Always nice to see someone clarify it since it's taken the wrong way far too often.
Either they assume that light soft yanderes are not real yanderes and that hardcore yanderes are the only 'correct' type.
Or that yanderes absolutely can't hurt their darling without being considered an irredeemable abuser.
I see the first type more often but the second type appears occasionally. But the core concept is that the yandere IS IN LOVE and ONLY LOVES said darling and willing to go into UNHEALTHY methods for them.
Some people here seem to be completely forgetting what the concept of a yandere even stands for. It is not a synonym for someone who is toxic or abusive in a romantic relationship.
Sure, the definition has broadened in fanfiction over time and I'm not saying yanderes shouldn't be toxic or abusive. But the obsession with their victim is the most crucial aspect.
Yanderes are always, in a way, infatuated with a specific person for a relatively long amount of time.
If your "yandere" only sees their darling as a replaceable plaything, changes their obsessions pretty quickly or just acts toxic without any obsession involved then that's just an abuser, not a yandere.
#Like super dark/dead dove do not eat yanderes are cool#So are light almost comic relief kind of yanderes#But if there arent any love in it#Then that aint a yandere#Mind you the part about them having to be in love for a long time isnt a strict thing#As long as the yandere is going to be in love forever#Also im not mentioning poly types of yandere#Thats a whole debate im not looking to dive into.
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List five things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! Get to know your mutuals and followers ⭐️
1. playing games with friends or otherwise getting to spend time with them
2. having money to afford thing and not stress out about bills etc
3. the kids who come thru my lines and talk to me about stuff bc they wanna include me in their life! for whatever reason! they think I'm worth talking to! (and esp the ones that say I'm pretty!! WE KNOW KIDS DON'T LIE LIKE THAT!!! i love these kids who say that unprompted, may you find a dollar on the playground every day and never know the hurt and pain of being told you're ugly every day of your young life like i did. you do not deserve such evils)
4. pokemon / new content. and the fact that there's no new game this year!!! LIKE WE AS A FANDOM SHOULDN'T BE EXCITED BY THIS???? BUT I WAS SO SO HAPPY BY THIS. also colosseum/Orre region recognition. and legends was great too, i wish there was so much more content for it!!!
5. hot chocolate? sure. let's go with that. nice cozy drink with whipped cream or marshmallows or both(!)
bonus: MY CAT WHEN SHE'S BEING CUTE WHICH IS ALMOST ALL THE TIME I LOVE HER OOGA BOOGA BOOO I LOVE YOUUUU BELLAAAAAAA
#ive had thia sitting in here forever but i rly wanted to try and memorialize some good thoughts/vibes for once in my life#while i had some to spare#i usually don't like children and could not take care of one for any stretch of time (esp the young ones who can't fend for themselves!)#but working at a grocery store where random ones will just start talking to me about things#or comment (positively!) on something in my appearance are sweet#especially the random complimenters!!! you deserve to be protected from the rude world for as long as is safely possible!!#may u never experience the pain i did all throughout my childhood/k-12 life#and sometimes hear as an adult from bitter ass immature adults who dont know shit and want to be catered to but get mad i aint doing that#and decide to insult appearance as tho that would change things???#anyways may they never know the harm and doubt and hurt and utter self-betrayal that is my childhood's view on own appearance#you kids say these things out of nowhere and deserve the world and i just put my hand over my heart from the kindness#KIDS DONT LIE ABOUT UR APPEARANCE#NOT WHEN THEY SAY IT RANDOMLY LIKE THAT#ESP THE SMALLER THEY ARE#WE ALL KNOW THIS#AN ADULY MAY CALL ME UGLY BUT IT'LL TAKE 5 OF U TO BALANCE OUT THIS ONE RANDOM CHILD SAYING SOMETHING I NEVER HEARD OTHER HILDREN SAY BACK#BACK WHEN I WAS THEIR AGE
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why does art gotta take so long to make???
#the bin#i envy ppl who can draw fash. it takes me forever to make anything#and here i am deciding ah yes well i barely finish any art bc it takes so long. i should do animation thatll help me make more art#WHAT. that just takes longer fgbdfjbb. well. whatever. its fine if everything i make takes 6 months to see the loght if day. or even longer#i either finishibg stuff within 1-3 days of starting it or 3-8 months. maybe if i stuxk to only a few at a time thatd be different but if#it aint fun to draw snymore it gets shelved for later. WAY later
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